My post this time related to what i've done yesterday. It was Friday and every single Muslim guy have to go for Solat Jumaat.
And me myself just missed the chance do it. Why? I have to ask myself....
The night before i dun have enaogh sleep (just 2 hours) and i have to wake up early to go for pasar pagi, Bukit Gambir, Muar - doing my routine. Anyway the biz not going so good so i feel a bit down (justtt very little coz i'm human) - but deep from my heart i always said to myself, itu ketentuan Allah utk aku hari ini.
... But related to 2 things above, i felt so knackered. By 1.40pm, i've decided not going to Masjid, to get some rest. Anyway Allah give me a test(maybe something like balasan ) ... At 2.30pm, the curtain swingging at the center of my house swept away the glass on the table,... and smashed!!!... everything broken into pieces.
..What i got? I have to sweep evrything, the whole living area, just to make sure nothing left for my mom (who got diabetes) to walk freely without harm in the house. So the time that i've stole from Allah today, has been paid.. i tried to get some rest, but i've to spend more to repay it!
So, Alhamdulillah i learnt something.... never ever cheat on our life. We always ask everything from Allah (money, happiness, whealth, health) but we sometimes ignore our task, our responsibility for HIM.. at least 5 times a day to do the root (solat), and just take about 15 minutes to get it done properly (start from wudu').
I think that's enough for muhasabah today..
wasalam.
samdaddycool
MUHASABAH TRADING
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